Hurrah, it's March!

I can't tell you how much more optimistic I feel today - partly it's the weather I guess, partly it's that february is finally over, partly it's cos I seem to be on top of my situations - feels very good, I can tell you. Work has settled down I think - I hope - at least everyone was going out of their way to be pleasant today - and things went very well in lessons too. Hope there won't be a problem I don't know about! We shall see!!

So, talking to the sailor today - what a smutfest that was - just lovely. He still thinks that it may be really hard for us to meet up - but I don't feel so desperate about that as I did before, for obvious reasons - I do like him so much though - it would be a shame if it never happened really, wouldn't it? And as I'm meeting up with the golfer next week, we've been talking too - he has plans - oooh - and rather nice ones too. I think this could fit in rather well you know - he seriously thinks we'll only meet up perhaps twice a year, but I think that's rather perfect - especially as I have other irons in the fire as it were. Now, I know I'm not going to fall for this guy, but that's fine - and not what he wants either - but I do think we could have a lot of fun - and he does sound like he knows what he's doing.

You know, a rather strange discussion with my daughter at the weekend - she now has an older boyfriend - and well, has found it rather a good thing shall we say. I'm impressed so far by the superior skills shown by the older man, I have to say. And I say this as someone who honestly thought she might be better off with a toyboy at first. No, I think that would have been a mistake - who wants to do things on the cheap anyway? I said a couple of things that she could easily have gone off and thought about - and come to a conclusion! But you know, I'm not worried - I know she'd never rat me out even if she did know. But interesting that we share that particular opinion??

So, I now have some work to do - and I'm trying also not to get too cranky if the businessman doesn't call tonight. Dear me, I've got it bad you know - the only known cure is other men!! But then, if you look at it another way, could be seeing him in only a couple of weeks with luck - hope so - but I do fear his other dd may be around and make things tricky - let him worry about that though - I'm playing it cool! (yeah - good luck with that - I know) xxxx