Well, I was contacted today by the lovely businessman - but I'm now feeling a little bit down, cos I found out he's taking his ladyfriend away with him on his trip. Dammit. Was a bit of a shock to feel quite so jealous - but then I am meeting another guy next week, so that might make me feel a little better, mightn't it. Don't worry, I didn't lose it and get ridiculous - lucky it was on messenger really, wasn't it? But you know, this is what I signed up for, we're all adults and all that, but I guess I've just been out of the game for a long time. Never mind - will be tanned and hyper-gorgeous when he returns. Just hope the sex doesn't improve while they're away, hmmm? God, it seems just so long till I'll see him, but I'm sure I'm doing the right thing keeping myself otherwise engaged, don't you?
I am also a little worried about the dj - remember I'm supposed to be meeting him this week? He hasn't been in touch at all - wonder if I've blown it there, or what?? Who knows?? Never mind, how many men do I need actually? And I am definitely meeting the golfer for a whole day of naughtiness when I should be at work - wonderful, and probably just what I need right now. Should be fun, and I like talking to him. And we may get another day too if all goes well - just what the doctor ordered I think. I do feel a little fragile though - I wonder if I'm really tough enough for all this. Will go and have a nice bath I think xxxx
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