Keeping busy

Well, I'm keeping busy and trying not to think about where I should be by rights, and what might be going on seeing as I'm not there, and all that other twisting your brain in knots stuff. I did talk to him last night, and he does sound severly pissed off - I really do think even more than I am - and that's a lot. Reckons he'll find it hard not to imagine me there - and how he won't enjoy it - hope not. And he's also very keen to meet up after easter, which is good - and can come to my town, which is a lot easier for me - can save up one of my nine lives, can't I?

You know, it is a strange business isn't it? I mean what are the chances that in this peculiar world that is the internet, you'd meet someone who you clicked with quite so completely? Dear oh dear. This is very bad - especially as me and the oh are trying to 'make a go of things'. Maybe I need to meet up with one of my other guys - it helped last time, didn't it?

Anyhow, I'm off to keep busy - what on earth am I going to do with myself - wish I'd bought that rabbit now, but would probably only serve to remind wouldn't it? Maybe I'll go try on my new undies -maybe the oh will like them - no, maybe not, haha xxx