Disaster!

Well, what a could week I'm having! Disaster has struck - well, I guess not disaster exactly, but it will certainly mean me not getting what I hoped I would this week! The bm has cancelled this week - dammit - seems the oh has decided to traipse along too. Well bugger! And after I'd bought all those undies and things too. Not fair is it - it's not as if my oh will appreciate them, is it? So I managed to be all fine with it and light hearted and so forth - but I'm actually pretty pissed off. What can I do, though? I guess with easter and everything it'll be some time now, won't it? May have to make contingency plans, haha.

Still not heard from the golfer - is he pissed at me or is he just busy or is the computer buggered? Will I ever know? Trying not to crack and send some sort of pathetic, I'm sorry I didn't mean it thing; but I may not last the week. But a good thing is I heard from the dj - well, that was a surprise, wasn't it? I still think he may have possibilities you know. And think of the street cred - although how much drum and bass one person can take, I don't know. Will message back and see what happens I think - well I was all up for meeting before, but he disappeared - won't make it easy for him, haha. So I'm going to do a bit of work, and maybe the bm will turn up for a chat - I may have to sit on my hands if I feel the evil witch S trying to find her way out.

Still a good thing is that I still have a day off this week, when I was supposed to be getting rogered senseless. The best thing is probably to give the oh some attention isn't it - store up some brownie points for the future. All is fairly quiet here at the moment on that front, with me frightened to even mention work or even to say stop picking your bloody nose. But no real improvement on the physical contact side - no surprises there I guess - maybe you're just not supposed to stay so long with one person? Well, I'm not now am I ?? xx