It's been a lovely day, just beautiful and it feels just so good to be alive! Also had some major steps forward financially which was nice - yes, that's all still a constant struggle. But it feels like I'm winning the battle in so many ways now, which can't be bad, can it?

Well, got everything set up for next week - overnight, wow! Who'd have thought even six months ago?? And yes, I am hanging round the computer like a sad case as he's due home today - and I am a little bit anxious about it as you know. Strange, but it's been nearly two weeks since we spoke and I guess I need a little reassurance. And I'm also feeling a little neglected as nobody else has sent me any messages or anything :( Still, I guess I didn't really expect any, as the golfer is away, and the sailor's internet is messed up.

I've consigned the dj to the metaphorical dustbin I think - just too screwed up perhaps? And I'm actually off the site - took some doing though - but I can easily start it up again if I want to. Who knows, eh? It's actually quite nice not to be on there though - it's awfully like dating again - and has its' painful moments - I still haven't quite got over the two fat men who ditched me after they saw my photo - a bit rough I think you'll agree. Still, perhaps it was worth all the shit after all. Waiting hopefully .....