Tired!

Feeling tired but strangely happy today. Went out with my friend last night to the opera - lovely. And also met her husband which was interesting. You will recall this is the only friend I have shared any of my marital woes with at all - and not all the naughty things I've been up to - and she identified very strongly with a lot of what I was going through. Well, my friend is the most lively, youthful woman, but her husband, well he's very nice, but boy is he old! I don't mean past it or anything, but not like she is at all. But they do seem to have a rapport you know - been married a similar life-sentence type length to myself. The house is also what I would think of as an old person's house too - you know the smell, the dark furniture, the feel. Is this what me and my oh look like to other people I wondered? You know, I almost feel I want to tell her what I've been up to so she might get up to some things herself. Best not though - anyway, I do think people have to make their own way really, don't they? But I do know she's thought about it....

And while I was out, the bm tried to get in touch - hurrah! Does them good to wait you know. I honestly believe that - I mean who wants to be the sad case with no life who waits by the phone anyway? Not me. So he messaged, and then obviously remembered - excellent job I think. Hope he might be around tonight - but might not wait all night. One week today xxxxxx

I'm just a little worried about the golfer - he hasn't been in touch at all - but I guess he's away, so maybe that's it. I hope he hasn't got an attack of conscience or something. And dear god, he has those photos - and actually I want to see them again. So, spending the weekend preening and pampering this week - and spending time with the oh so he doesn't feel neglected. Might go shopping to - hmmm what do I need?? xxx