How lovely - I have a few days off - and I'm going to be getting up to mischief too - what could be better?? You know, I spent the day feeling really bad about the businessman going off with his ladyfriend, but then I got to thinking well, you've only been on the scene a short time you know - and I guess this was planned ages ago - what with visas and all. I can't expect to change his life after one night I suppose - all I can hope for is that they have not such a good time together, I suppose. I don't know if I could cope if he came back and said they'd decided to move in together or something - that's a bit of a different ball game isn't it? And not fair on anyone I feel. Hmmm - will have to pray for patience here I think - and hope I made a lasting impression - which actually I think I did in all fairness. And don't forget the reason he was out looking was that she was 'lacking in the bedroom department' - well, no one can accuse me of that! But at the same time, I hardly know him really, no idea what makes him tick at all. What is he looking for? Who knows? Well, not much I can do except wait I think.
The other thing is that having a few days off means the meeting with the golfer is on - lovely - not the real thing perhaps, but will be great fun I think - and could be part of the cure for the other thing. And I'm looking really good - been tanning and lost weight (yes - how??) and so on and so forth. Not bad, if I say so myself. And such a self esteem builder - that and the men, haha!
Heard also from the dj - he's so fed up, it's a shame. Hope to meet him at the weekend if he can make it. That would send my street cred soaring, wouldn't it? I've not a clue about dj's and all that - they just used to put records on and read requests in my day - god, sounding old there! But it's all a good steep learning curve isn't it? Maybe we'll get on too? It'll be a nice day out if nothing else, won't it? xxx
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