Sundays - blah! Well, a week since the big row and all is fairly quiet at the moment. Which makes a nice change. I'm really going to have to find myself some things to do at the weekend, otherwise I'm going to be picking rows all the time to keep myself entertained! It is seriously beastly being at home and bored, and all my guys are with their families and other halves and stuff. No, I need a plan I think. Not like I'm having any sex or anything at home now is it? And the oh spends most of the day asleep now.
Maybe now the weather's warmer I should work at getting a bit fitter - go swimming and walking and all that. It certainly can't hurt and it raises morale a bit at the same time, doesn't it? I'm also going to make a concerted effort to finish my novel I started in November - I've been working in dribs and drabs, but I do need to get to it to get a bit more coherence I feel. And another thing is to really start tidying out all the junk in the house - especially clothes and books - honestly, you could drown under it all. Will make a lot of difference in the summer in the busy time if everything's a bit more organised too won't it?
Saw my oldest friend last night - lovely. We just know each other so well - even though we don't get together all that often. You know, I could seriously tell her everything, and it would go no further. Well, if I ever feel I have to tell someone. Maybe one day I will. She has a guy who I'm not sure she's all that happy with, but they seem to rub along reasonably well. We did talk about internet dating - a lot of people she knows have been really successful - some not, but there you go. She actually said she thinks it's a really good thing. I wonder if she goes on the site? Probably too busy really - her career is flying high - I'm so proud! Me and her actually did nothing at school - we've had to fight every step of the way - but a misspent youth does give you a certain wisdom I think, haha.
Well, will be looking out for the bm tonight - haven't spoken since before our overnight that never was. Let's see what he has to say, hmmm? It's going to be at least a couple of weeks till I see him though, and he's going away for easter - it's so hard not to feel jealous, but in all honesty, it's what I signed up for. I just so like spending time with him. Haven't heard from the dj either, but then that's not too unusual - wonder how he'll feel about me giving him a bit of a talking to? Maybe we'll see tonight. Got to go do some planning. See you tomorrow.xx
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