Tomorrow!

Well, a lovely day of naughtiness tomorrow. I'm supposedly working, but I'm not - and I'll be back late! So a looooong day of naughtiness as well. And if all goes well, back for seconds at the weekend - even longer perhaps? So, I'm all waxed and trimmed and so forth - a nice long bath tonight, and off we go.

I've actually had quite a nice day with the oh - we went out walking and stopped at a pub for lunch. He did make rather a perfunctory attempt at something this morning - but I'm afraid I'm not so desperate now, and reaching straight for my crutch really doesn't hit the mark. If only I didn't feel quite so responsible for him, I'd probably just walk straight out - and my dd is here still, so have to think of that. Still, I think I'm approaching breaking point - there comes a time you know when you have to put yourself first I think. But I don't find it very easy, I must say. Hanging in there at the moment.

Still counting the days till the bm gets back, but hoping for some wonderful distraction tomorrow. You know, I read something about guys who are not so good looking trying harder in bed - so am now feeling very optimistic - cos he's not really a looker as I've said before. But he's so nice, and we get on - so why the hell not?? And he's promised such a lot! I think this could be a really great arrangement - twice a year - and no strings. Love it. And the timing is nice to stop me getting too obsessed and bunny boilerish about bm. Should be fun - wish me luck - a full report tomorrow. Boy, the genie is really out the bag, isn't it? xx