Words Fail Me!

Well, I went - we did it, lots - and boy it was fabulous. Just fabulous. Honestly about two years rations all in one afternoon. Oh My God. I honestly may never recover I think. What a fabulous man - he just slung me round that bed like a rag doll - but a very happy giggly one - wowowow! I chose this picture cos this was how I was watching the sunset that night - gosh, what a view that was.

You know, I was honestly beginning to believe that my libido was easing off with age, and I could do without it and all that - well, sorry no, absolutely bloody not. All I needed was a man with a bit of know how and my goodness - well honestly, I was never that orgasmic when I was younger, so maybe I've grown into it - is that normal, or is it just me - or is it him?? Who knows - good though.

So, feeling pretty good about all that, but also thinking 'oh my god, keep your head' ; I made another date for today with a guy I've been chatting to for a while. Now, I have to say, I was not all that enthusiastic about this, as I was still pretty spun out by wednesday. But I have had a lovely time with him. We met and drank coffee and walked around in the freeeeeezing cold, and, well, he isn't a looker in all honesty, but he's great company and I like him a lot. Hmmmm. Well, why not?

We met in the big city by the sea - and it's so lovely in the cold - looked round the shops and chatted. When it was time to go, we said bye, had a hug, and a bit of a snog - not full on, just normal. Well, some fat chav with a buggy and a fag shouted 'oh my god, look at that, that's disgusting!!' How funny - I think she was much worse to look at myself than a couple of middle aged people kissing - got a terribly teenage attack of the giggles though - quite exhilarating! Nice to be disgusting, isn't it??