The countdown begins - and a no show for the dreaded monthly beastliness - how convenient - maybe I'm pregnant? rotfl hahaha!! Had a lovely long chat with the man of the moment last night. It all feels so comfortable, it's just insane isn't it? I can't help thinking he's going to smash my poor little heart into smithereens and I'll be worse off than before - but then at least I'll be feeling alive and not like I'm buried in a hole or something.
I did run the fact that I might have a problem by him - and he said, well if it comes, it comes. I do like a man who's not pathetic about periods, don't you? For god's sake - an eggcupful of blood in total - what's to be scared of - some men just don't like women enough do they? Bodes well though, I think.
So I guess I am unlikely to be reporting back for a couple of days - actually maybe longer, cos I may never recover - swoon. But wish me luck with my first foray into illicit sex for many many years - it does feel a bit like I'm recovering the real me, madly. But it sure feels like a good thing. Oh my, this time tomorrow ....... xx
Alright, I just can't stop laughing.....;)
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