Feeling Good!

Well shortly after I finished writing I got a beep - yes it was him the lovely man. Good lord. He's so organised, he was booking the room. Bless him. So it looks like my blog and my life are both about to get a whole lot more interesting, doesn't it? I mean, no offence, but the other guys I've spoken to are really paranoid and hesitant, but this guy just makes the decision and goes for it. Gosh.

He's booked a hotel which is just a stone's throw from where I work, so I could actually walk there - so will save me money too! And the perfect excuse has just appeared, as they are doing an evening activity at work - well, I won't be going, will I? Oh my I almost can't bear the waiting. What a lovely man.

The sailor is still ill - bless - but sent a few messages this afternoon. Don't expect he'll be up for our usual friday afternoon entertainment, do you? But you never know???

So, I'm eating out tomorrow, which I daresay will cost an arm and a leg - finances still are just not funny! But I'm absolutely not going to let that get me down. Just wish I could afford some new undies and stuff - maybe there's a way. Mind you, I imagine he'll get them off me pretty quick, don't you? Good lord, how wonderful it'll be, a man who actually wants me. I'm feeling so much better as well - I mean it's quite a self esteem boost, isn't it? And that's probably the best part you know - I mean that part of me has suffered quite a beating recently, so if someone sees me as the sexy woman I know I am really, then that's got to be good for me, hasn't it?

I'm hideously curious about his ladyfriend though - I think I may have to hit myself in a minute, cos he so obviously does not want to discuss her at all. At least not yet. I do understand the loyalty thing though. He is so wonderful and hot, and smells wonderful and is an absolute gentleman. He's so obviously fit as well, when he moves, omg. Goodness, I can't wait to get my mitts on him. But the thing that's worrying me - is that going to be enough for me? xxxxx