Dammit!!

Well, I have had a rather nice day, and have a couple more things planned for this evening. So it's all good! Went shopping with the oh, and we decided to have a bit of an adventure and went to a town near us we don't know all that well. And had a lovely time. It still makes me a bit cross we can get on so well otherwise, just not in bed - why is that?? And it was an absolutely gorgeous day - if a bit cold. I did one of my favourite things - which is mooching around a market looking for food I can cook. Enjoyed that a lot. And had a delicious nap this afternoon, then watched 'Brief Encounter'. Not the ending I would have liked though, lol.

But.....had a message from the businessman. Can't make the meeting - got too many meetings apparently - shame. Nice he let me know I suppose - will chat tomorrow I think. I do hope we don't have too many long gaps like this you know - but he does have a trip to go on, so needs must. And absence makes the heart grow fonder I guess. You know, it's weird but everything we did together is still vivid as hell in my mind - and really it's not healthy to be thinking about it this much is it? - but I can only hope he feels the same as well. I suppose that's what happens when you do without for so long, perhaps?

Have also fixed up some other meetings - I may well meet this alternative guy for a coffee I think - I like him, he's very interesting company. And I may well have a day out and see the other chap as well - although probably not for coffee, lol. Might be a good way to get my mind off the businessman - I could turn into a stalker at this rate otherwise. And who gives a toss about being faithful - not me - omg, the flood gates are opening, aren't they? xxx