Well, I'm feeling so much better today - had a nicer day at work and all - and of course it is the weekend, which is always good - don't have to teach anybody anything for a couple of days. Phew! And I've got some nice things planned for the weekend - better that than mooning about thinking about men isn't it?
I spoke to my favourite guy last night - everything just seems to be going so well - I'm just really trying to take one day at a time and not second guess everything too much, but it's very hard. I really get the impression he's feeling quite similar to me, but also trying to be cool - and the wonderful thing is he wants to see me really much sooner than he said. Which can't be bad, can it? I also continue to lose weight, not really through anything other than emotional turmoil. But I'm determined to look my best - so will spend some time on that this weekend. Although, as I've said, he's a pretty appreciative audience anyhow.
However, maybe it's not good to analyse things too much. We have great chemistry, we like each other and we get on great - perhaps it'll turn into something more, perhaps not - but my goodness we do have fun together - and that's something I haven't had a lot of for a long time. When we chat on the computer it's very light and fun - and I think it's best to stay that way. Really, I'm taking my lead from him. It's the best way. xxxx
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