A bad day made better

Well chaps, had a very grim day business wise today, which I'm sure you don't want to hear about! However, things looking up as had a lovely chat with the doctor last night - he says I'm sweet and lovely - what a lovely man - and he can only really talk to me. We do talk for a long time about all sorts of things - I definitely talk more to him than the oh! It's the bedside manner, cos we fell into it right away when we started talking - and God his voice - loooooovvvvee itt!! Anyway, he says he was a bit off the other night, but not my fault at all. He's got similar money worries to me - I said did he come on the site because of that- and he said stop trying to analyse me!! Anyway, was lovely and am feeling much better now.

He did say he's going to spain and could I come - but I just can't see how I can pull that off - any ideas gratefully received. He's not going to southampton now, so that won't happen - but I do think he's more anxious than me about meeting - and I'm pretty anxious, so maybe we'll just go on like this. Could be worse, I suppose. Football tomorrow, so might have a long lovely chat, and some more phone sex - yummy.

Also, more from the sailor - he's so nice. Weird thing happened - he got a wrong number - strange - is that *****? Yes he said - oh is that you in the car behind? - well he wasn't in a car - stranger and stranger - and odd they got his name right. Anyway, his oh is now extremely suspicious and paranoid - she was before, but now it's all gone mad - and we haven't even met yet. I can't help thinking this is going to be trickier than I thought - is it going to be worth it? Well, will have to have a look at the photo he keeps promising to send - hmmmm - I'm not sure about this photo thing at all. Radio Four says it's the modern foreplay but it seems a bit dodgy to me - still am seriously wanting to have a look - bad girl!! He's promised to text some more as well - good, I need cheering up at the moment - certainly not getting laid!

So guys, i have suspended for the moment my intention to go back on the site in search of new men. Partly because I promised the doctor I'd be good - yes he had been checking up on me - must be driving him crazy that I've hidden my profile!! But I can't promise I won't answer anyone who gets through to me - well would be rude not to!!

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