The lovely sailor back on the line today - I was thinking how intoxicating it is for someone to actually want me - it's been a long time, and it's felt like duty fucking for a long time before that. Dear me, nothing like taking one for the team to turn you on is there? He said the oh got a bit drunk and was going on about how she'd never been unfaithful - well, phooey, I said, that's real easy when you don't like sex, isn't it? Have wished I was like that once or twice - but just can't do it, sorry, I'm just too bad.
So, he wants to do it on the phone again - excellent. And he's really fixated on the idea of me watching him doing a bit of diy - something new for him, I think - can't tell you how much of a turn on that is for me, and also just nice to know how they like it, isn't it? I'm really getting to know what buttons to press with him, and it's really lovely and naughty - he wants me on top, so he can watch - no problem, I said. He's going to be very easy to please I think, but very wonderful as well - God, I do hope this all comes off this weekend. A small worry is the possibility of a period - but can't do much about that - we'll see - doesn't feel like it'll be long as I'm getting really irritated with the oh. A sure sign!!
He also wants some photos - especially if things go wrong this week - and yes, fair's fair. So will have to bite the bullet and do something naughty for him. But guess what else I did today? I bought a mirror. It occurred to me that I'd never had a good look down below at my pussy - all this made me feel that i wanted to - will report back - marks out of ten or something. Funny, i remember reading cosmo years ago about that, and could never bring myself to. About time perhaps. But perhaps it's just about men actually wanting me - lovely, wonderful, sexy, strong men xxxxxxx Rabbit next, I think?? xxxxx But do I need it?? Yes, probably. Be good x
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