Well a bit fed up today as had to go to work while everybody else did bugger all. Never mind. Also had no contact with either of my men today - is this always how the other woman feels? I guess they have to do family things. Been feeling a bit off with the doctor today - I mean I was thinking that it really was a bit off to do all that naughty stuff and then not even a thank you !! And the more I think about it, the more I think he just didn't want to talk at all last night. I'm not sure he really is up for this, you know. Maybe I should go back on the site and meet some more men.
i was a bit put out the other week , as I met a guy and we seemed to get on well. Well he suggested meeting the next day - okay - send me a photo first. Well, silly me, I sent him one. Then he didn't send one back at all - git - next thing he can't meet me cos he's got a hospital appointment, will talk later. Then he spent all weekend online on the site (cos I looked - yes, I know, sad case) and didn't even send a message.
Well, at the time, I was reading 'He's just not that into you' which was quite brilliant. So armed with my new attitude, I blew him off when he suggested meeting about a week later. Then I got a smarmy kind of sorry you feel that way was actually busy working you know, kind of message. Well, felt a bit bad, but I'm sure I did the right thing. If he can make me feel that bad in less than a week - well, god knows what he could do in a month. And yes, he's still on there every day. Maybe I'm just not tough enough for this - maybe - ssssshhhhh - I'm actually looking for a serious relationship? Not just a bit of nooky. Well, maybe I just think too much. But I honestly do still believe men do exactly what they want to do - so if they don't call you and stuff, they don't want you, simple as that.
Take care, be good xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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