Feeling Lucky

I was thinking again today (dangerous biz I know). I was out with the dog and it was lovely, and the oh and everything. And we do get on well, and are good companions, you know? And I thought, hey, isn't this lovely? And I've got two lovely men as well, who I have all that exciting stuff with, and soon, lovely delicious sex. How lucky am I? Really?? I've got a pretty cool job, a quiet stable home life, a lovely family, and wonderful exciting delicious naughtiness as well. And if i was greedy I could have even more men, but I' m not.

I've got to say what a boost it is to the self esteem as well. I do feel I was in danger of becoming one of those invisible middle-aged women. But I feel like I've found myself again; I've got my character back somehow. I'm not just someone's mum or someone's wife. Strangely, all my professional success (which has only happened since I was over 40) didn't do that, but some male attentions have. And what does that say about me and society and stuff?? Not sure, but hey it does feel rather good.

So, text from the sailor this morning, who's missing me. xxxxx Says he has a shadow and sorry. I said that's okay, missing you though. Not heard from my doctor, who must be in Spain by now, but I now have a skype set coming, so will be nice and cheap to talk to him, wherever he is. What a wonderful invention - and the best is, I can use it to work online. Don't know yet how lucrative that will be, but as the thing only cost two quid, I can take that chance. Anyone know anything about online teaching?? Maybe best to just give it a go. Could be extremely wonderful if it's as good as they say on the websites. We'll see. Take care and be good xxxx