Sunny!

Feeling sunny here today inwardly and outwardly! Well, had a good day at work - which is always nice. And heard from the doctor late last night - will be in touch later - yummy - football's on so oh will be completely occupied with luck. I think he's probably off to spain in a day or two - sob - wish I could have gone with him.

Also, been talking to the sailor - he's so fed up with his oh - she does nothing but watch telly apparently, doesn't even cook much - I don't really understand why she wanted to move somewhere so rural when she's quite obviously not really suited to that sort of life. Well, apparently they like horses, her and the daughter. But it's not an ideal thing to do, despite all the television programmes, unless you really know you can handle it. I know it looks idealistic, but it can be very hard, and you need to like your own company, I think.

Anyway, poor frustrated man, sent him some filthy texts, and he relieved himself, and felt a lot better. But now I've wound myself up something terrible, so might go and have a bath or something soon. I'm quite getting into this phone sex - it makes you feel quite powerful - but the doctor did suggest I should write dirty books as I was good at it. He's so sweet - but maybe he has a point. Sex always sells doesn't it, so thinking about having a go - I've got to say I found it really hard at first, I guess it's something to do with my upbringing and stuff. But having found an appreciative audience, there's no stopping me. And what is better than knowing you've made someone come? Not much, in my book. Maybe I should preserve some of this stuff for posterity. See you later xxx