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Well my dears, I've been a bit busy for a few days, and I'm going to tell you why. Firstly, I did think that about now I might actually be having some hot monkey sex - but sadly it was not to be. So the sailor called on thursday and thought he could get away today - great I said, I'll be there. Well, his excuse involved sailing stuff, which meant it had to be nice for said excuse to work, dammit, and of course, it was vile. And apparently his mate, who wanted a lift to the big city also cancelled. So buggered again (I wish). Anyway, he was feeling pretty fed up and frustrated at this point, so, having dithered about for days, he sent me a photo. Well, my dears, what a photo! Of course, you know what it was, don't you?

I have to say, I was a bit dubious about all this, it just seems so dodgy and tasteless. But of course, I couldn't resist. My daughter said her boyfriend sent her something similar, and she couldn't see the point - but then she'd already seen it, hadn't she? So dear reader, I looked. And please god it's not a trick of perspective or something, because it was just magnificent. Pretty much as described - pretty long, but not ridiculous. Nice big juicy head yum. No horrible veins or weird colours, and pretty much just mouthwateringly delicious. Well I can't tell you the effect this has had on me - very bad! Had to go and sort myself out fairly rapidly, but my god, I can't get the image of that lovely perfect prick out of my head. Had to delete it, cos I promised, but honestly that didn't help, it's branded on my retinas, I swear.

He did say the other day, that they had said on the radio that this was the modern form of foreplay, and I thought, well, bullshit. But I have to say, I think I'm converted. Do you think if I sent a shot of my tits it would have a similar effect on him? Will definitely try that - must have some revenge here, cos he's driving me mad.

Need to go calm down a bit I think. Oh is home, that should do it, lol.

Also, talked a lovely long time to the doctor the other night. He wants me to go to Spain with him, but I really don't think I can pull that one off. Will have to build some momentum first - so I'm thinking of doing some work in Spain for the odd week during the winter, then it won't seem so unusual. Also, the flights are much dearer than I expected, so not really able to shell out at the moment. And certainly couldn't allow the doctor to pay - absolutely not - going into a different job description there, I think. Anyway, he is so lovely and affectionate, I really do like him so much. His wife is a real cold fish by the sound of it, and he hasn't had sex for about fifteen years, apart from a couple of adventures on holiday. He calls me his mistress, which is lovely, and makes me feel wonderful. He told me once he wasn't jealous at all, but everything he says contradicts this. He's always checking to see if I've been on the site - ha, he can't see now. And, he wants to know if I'm talking to other guys. Well, I am, but only one. I'm not greedy. And honestly I won't see him very often, you know, and the sailor is much nearer, and my god that picture, want some of that.

Anyway, the doctor is really cute and lovely and calls me his girl sometimes, which is nice, so he's very possessive, which is mad. He always asks if I've been good, and says he doesn't trust me. I told him I might go to Spain, and he didn't like it. It's working with Spanish businessmen, and he said I know what you'll be up to!! Me?? As if.. Well, I guess I might, but probably not in a professional type of thing, you know? The world is small and reputations easily damaged, I think.

So, feeling a lucky girl with my two lovely men at the moment. Just waiting for some reality now. And hope it lives up to all the talk. God, just need some wild sex in my life. And some hot men of course.