Zilch!

Well, I have to vent a little cos it's driving me potty - not even an email - wtf??? Now, I know he's off tomorrow abroad and I know he's busy, but not even one sentence??? There, vent over. Maybe it's some kind of test and I'll get my reward somehow - like all those years without sex and then I meet him. Well.

But I have to say after talking to some of my internet buddies I'm feeling quite blessed. They're having quite a hard time meeting guys. And you know, I was too - then it all happened all of a sudden didn't it? Well, now I really have too many, so I can't actually complain can I? But then, what is too many? Is there such a thing - maybe not.

My goodness, I never know quite where I am with the swimmer. One minute he's being all noble and I'm not the guy for you, but we're friends, and next minute it's full on naughty stuff - writes nicely too - I like very much!! Rather colourful. Ooh my, if we meet up....mind you, perhaps I should say when because it feels kind of inevitable now. Golly, what a floozy - and what a happy floozy compared to a year ago. Where will it all end, that's what I'm starting to wonder now. No, maybe I shouldn't think too much - live for the moment. Getting a tattoo soon. Wow. Mad and wonderful stuff I think xxxx