Busy week ahead!

Well, it's going to be non-stop this week, which is good, cos I won't be thinking too much - and yes, that's a good thing. It's such a female thing to over think things isn't it - and honestly, I think men just say what they mean, don't they? I really do think, in my logical moments, he wouldn't keep me hanging on if he'd had enough. I don't. And I do know he's a very busy man. I do. But an email, or something?? He'll have gone today, and I'm not too sure about internet where he's going, so I'll try and keep busy and not think. Good plan.

I'm so glad I have more than one guy actually, cos this is all a bit of a headbanger really, isn't it? The waiting, the second-guessing, the planning, blah, blah. So now I have three - greedy girl. Yes, I think we're definitely on, me and the swimmer, just a matter of time. Very special I think. Yummmmy. And I'm also lucky to have a very good friend who I can talk to online about everything - she's just great. We remind each other not to be pathetic sometimes, which is good, and encourage each other with the whole business - not that I need that.

Well, seeing the golfer in a couple of weeks - and plan is in operation - yes, another course! Good stuff. I like him, but I'm totally not falling for him. It's just wonderful naughty sex. And he's a nice guy. I bet actually I'd really like his wife - she sounds so nice - not unlike myself but without the naughty bits perhaps. Boy, I need it. And more photos - yes. Will set me up nicely for the summer I think - cos it'll be a bit more difficult then. But not impossible, especially for my special wonderful man. Or the lovely swimmer, who's pretty special too I think. xxxx