That didn't last long!

Well it seems our cooling it didn't last too long, did it. He sent me rather a detailed account of his rather naughty dream about me - boy, I was pretty hot too. Sounded like me too - how strange! You know, I really like this chap, but he's worried he's too old for me - phooey I say - he's the same age as my oh. But he does appear to have a lot more life in him actually. Fun though - unconditional love and honesty that's what we're shooting for. We can do it I think, don't you?

He knows what I've been up to as well - doesn't care. He says he's glad someone's keeping his little friend happy. How nice. Could get used to this I think.

Also no news from the bm - what's going on? Eight days and not even an email. Not sure what to think honestly. I know he's busy but honestly. I do really think he'd tell me though if he wanted to call it a day, so maybe I shouldn't be so cranky. Would just love to see him again - it was all pretty damn hot, so that sort of chemistry shouldn't be wasted, should it?

Heard from the golfer as well - has found himself a possible other woman at the golf club. I said, hey, be careful so close to home - you never know. I think he may have decided against it actually. But a divorcee with two kids - now that could be real trouble couldn't it? Who knows though - I'm not jealous, honestly, just worried about my good friend. Seeing him soon though - oooh lovely. What, three weeks now - that's not long. Boy, I need it too xxxx