Well, I'm feeling rather pleased with myself today - I have sorted out a major money hassle to my advantage - and I've got to say it's like a huge weight off my mind. Sad perhaps, but it gets you like that, doesn't it? Hate being poor so much. Not that I'm really poor, probably just a bit financially challenged. Also splashed out on a couple of new shirts - wow, go me!! I actually also have some vouchers to spend sometime from my birthday (still can't believe I got vouchers from my bosses!!), so I feel some underwear shopping coming on again, don't you??
At the risk of pissing myself off, I will also say that I haven't heard from the bm since he was in China, so I'm seriously starting to wonder. Oh dear. No, I won't panic yet, cos I honestly and truthfully think he would have sent me a message at least if it was all off. He is straightforward. And in my experience guys say what they think (even if you're not listening) and he said he wanted to see me again.
But, of course, I do have my other guys who I'm seeing next week. This could be seriously tiring couldn't it? Let's see. You know, I was thinking really hard this morning about actually living alone, and I do really feel that that's what I want. I was thinking about all the things I could do - see my men whenever I want for one. And maybe go back to college without being told it's a waste of time. You know, the bm totally gets that - I told him I might do that, and he said, good idea - and I really admire you - wow. Well, he sure turned my head didn't he? Anyhow, I do hope to have some action to report next week, cos it's all been a bit staid for a while, hasn't it?
Mind you, I didn't tell you about my new green friend yet, did I??? I think that will have to wait till tomorrow, cos I've got some work to do! xxxx
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