My new man x

My new man is back and chatting with me now Christmas is over. We're making a lot of plans of what we'd like to do and things - will be amazing if it all comes true won't it? You know what else, he's an ex-marine, hence the hot arms and nice bod xxxx Boy, have I done well there!

It's all getting very intense and we're talking about the future, tentatively. But mostly looking forward to March. Goodness. But why the hell not, lots of people have got together that way. I'm not honestly sure I care what people think anyhow.

You know I'm back in the marital bed too for the moment. He started touching me - shut me up sex on offer, oh great. I said no. He said, don't you want me to touch you ever again - I said maybe not. Sounds horrid doesn't it? But it felt strangely empowering being that honest at last. I mean, he feels the same doesn't he? Surely. Or he wouldn't have avoided it for so damned long. Maybe I haven't heard the end of this, we'll see. xxx