Blah!!

Well, we now have ridiculously heavy rain - and I have a ridiculously heavy period - not that interesting I'm afraid, but again, both good reasons why I can't get to have any sex!!! Very annoying. Maybe next week will be kinder to me?

My American has sure blossomed - sounds like he's given this lady the ride of her life to be honest! Just a little jealous, but not too much. I feel very pleased that he's crossed the line actually - and it is a big deal really isn't it? He is absolutely coming to see me in march - we have dates and everything - how amazing is that? I do feel a little better cos he keeps telling me he wishes it was me. And so do I - I am getting a greedy girl aren't I??

About time I had a call from the bm - maybe this week? What an aggravating man he is. But you know, from his perspective, I think perhaps he doesn't want to pressure me too much. He knows the situation, he knows I've had it and am in the spare bedroom. And perhaps it's wise not to move too fast really isn't it? Who knows. But I miss him terribly xx