Well, what a thought!

Talking to my colleague today - I'll swear she knows I'm up to something, honestly - and I think partly because her situation is very similar - maybe we can sniff each other out?? Anyway, talking about the habit in muslim countries for men to have up to four wives - well, I said, I could live with four husbands - how wonderful?? She agreed, but said she'd had this conversation with men from those countries, and they'd said, no, impossible, it would kill you! Well, I said, wouldn't bloody kill me, would be just about perfect ; and she agreed in no uncertain terms. I'm sure she guesses I'm up to something - she's just not sure what - not going to tell either! Some things are just best kept secret aren't they?

But then I thought, hey I could end up with four men here if I'm not careful (or if I'm lucky) - and honestly, why not?? If we're careful about health things, why not? Everything else is just society's moral crap in my opinion, and I'm not buying it any more. I mean, I can see the point when you've got small children, but now, well so what? It's my business and no one else's. I mean if the oh cared so much, he should have bloody well married me at some point over the last thirty years, shouldn't he??

Had such a nice day. The surveyor was gutted he couldn't meet me today, and stopped by the side of the road to try and contact me in case I was free - ah bless! Unfortunately, I wasn't. Shame. Actually was most probably having wonderful text sex with the sailor - haha!! You see what I mean? Gosh, he was absolutely wonderful today - bodes well for our meeting doesn't it? Anyhow, the surveyor sent me a message and may be on tonight. Hope so. Can I actually juggle all these men? It's getting like that film, Nine.

Actually waiting for the lovely businessman to reappear - mmm I thought I'd made a good impression there, but you never know what else is going on do you? Still, he does seem to often appear in the evenings. What is it about this guy? Am I actually so shallow that it is just money? No, I don't think butterflies are just to do with money. You know what, it occurred to me on the bus just how much like my oh he is - now where does that leave me psychologically??? I guess you always fancy the same types of guys though - no escaping it. Hope he appears tonight xxxxx