Foiled again!

Well, was planning a meet with the surveyor, but unfortunately he's got to go and survey something - never mind, goes with the territory. Had some nice chats with him this week though - very nice guy, just not sure if the chemistry will be there, you know? Still, you don't know till you try do you?

Also, a lovely looooong email from the sailor (my one and only) and he's got a plan how we can get together over the summer. Hmmm - I think it might work as well. I did write him a lovely long smutty email yesterday so hopefully he might find that a little motivating as well. It does look like we may have to meet in the week, but quite honestly I never take time off, so I expect I can swing it at work, so long as I don't overdo it. Excellent. Adore him, really. And dear god, he's never had a blow job. That wife of his just doesn't deserve him - or the money she gets to spend either. So looking forward to showing him what he's been missing - he's just too nice for words. I wonder if he can get away in a couple of weeks time - looks like I'm not working midweek - distinct possibilities I think?? He told me that I had been a revelation to him, as he'd never realised that women want men as much as vice versa. I told him, I thought perhaps I was a little unusual. And indeed most of my friends are quite happy to give it up completely - perhaps doing their duty at christmas when they're trolleyed. But then, I don't tell them what I'm up to - they probably think I'm like them - hahaha!

Also hoping my businessman may be in touch tonight - he's supposed to be back today. Golly, I like him - it's a bit scary isn't it?? Actually did a lesson about this today - internet dating - not the type I do though, haha. It really doesn't have the same embarrassment factor in other countries that it does here you know - and interestingly several students knew people who had met this way, and had been very successful. I really don't think they would have been impressed with my little carry on though, do you? But I'm intrigued about the whole chemistry of the thing - you do seem to get butterflies with certain people and not with others - why? - it's text for god's sake - how does that work? But I have to say, I've gone with my gut feelings most of the time so far, and it seems to be okay - we'll see. Off to see who's about now xxxxx