In Demand!

Yes, I do seem to be today, and isn't it wonderful?? Tomorrow I'm meeting the surveyor and we're going to have lunch - no pressure and all that - but should be nice, even if it's not hot - but best approached with an open mind I think. Then on Wednesday, I'm meeting the lovely lovely businessman - got to travel a little way, but like he says, you'll be nervous if it's too close to home, won't you? Yes!

So tonight I'm going to give myself a little pampering and so forth - wouldn't it be too wonderful if I got on with both of them? Could get to be hard work though, couldn't it? Strangely, I'm getting really stupidly attached to the businessman already - yes, I know, it's madness - but I was so jealous when he said he was spending the weekend with his ladyfriend I almost had to give myself a slap! At least I didn't say anything bitchy.

And got a marvellous message from the sailor who has finally figured out an almost perfect way for us to meet - ha, it was sure worth getting him motivated last friday, wasn't it? Mind you, drove myself mad telling him what I would do to him if it all worked out - silly girl. So, who will I sleep with first, that is the question - maybe none - maybe this will all be a disaster, but I'll still have my lovely sailor. He reckons he can swing it once a month, which is actually perfect - not pushing it too much, you know. And god knows, we've already waited long enough!

Now, another thing, my businessman travels abroad - and I have a friend in this country, who I've already told the oh I'm going to visit soon - want to come on a trip with me then, he said - well, not wanting to be too stupidly eager, I coolly replied, God, yes!!! I don't think I do cool very well, do you? But maybe this is just meant to be - it all seems to be falling into place beautifully.

So wish me luck for my date tomorrow - a full report will follow! xxxxx