Oh My!!

Well, things continue to go well here - is the sap rising or what?? I'm quite possibly meeting the surveyor on friday, so will have to see how that goes. I'm not sure he's really my type, but he is very nice, so we'll see. Had a good chat last night, he really is very fun, but no way will he compromise his family at all, and honestly I can see why. I'm not really feeling the butterflies though, and yes I do know perhaps it's a bit weird and all on the internet, so I will meet up with him and see.

But, well, my goodness the other guy seems to be really doing it for me - what is going on here?? We're chatting on the bloody internet, how can there be this much chemistry going on? I told him last night, that I have a really good feeling about him and me, and he said he felt the same - omg!! But why, how can that be?? Peculiar, but maybe I shouldn't knock it. He said how do you like it - so I said, well sometimes slow and sensual, sometimes fast, you know - and he said I like to use my tongue - god, god, god. Well, I've been thinking about that particular thing all day, I can tell you - and also at rather inopportune moments - haha. Still, he's away for a day or so, so time to calm down. We're going to meet for coffee we said - he said, shall I have it brought up to the room or what?? Oh my goodness. Golly moses. Too good to be true? We shall see. And I don't need to feel so guilty at all with him - he doesn't even live with anyone - it just seems to be an arrangement with a lady who lives nearby. Well, foolish girl.

Talked to the sailor of course - he's so sweet and I'm not about to give him up you know - I think we keep each other sane really. And honestly who knows about these other guys. He's a sweetie, and has some very well developed fantasies - yum - maybe we can make them come true soon - just waiting for the good weather and the chance to go sailing. xxxx