Hey, what an interesting evening and day I've had. Will have to go back to work for a rest, methinks. I've met two new guys on the site - both really nice, nice looking and like the look of me. Wow! I think one is online now, so I'm looking out for him, the other said we would talk this evening. Well, lucky me. I'd pretty much lost interest in the site to be honest, and as I said before, my libido took a beating in the cold weather. But then, it has revived in this spring-like sunshine - so maybe that's what happened to the guys as well?
Did get a lovely, lovely email from my sailor yesterday though. And I honestly will never give up on him you know. It's just so hard though isn't it? Hey ho, what's a girl to do? And it's well over seven weeks since I had any action at home - and honestly that wasn't anything to write home about. Cruel but true. One of my new guys said to me, it takes two to make a problem - well, I'm not sure I agree, certainly not with this sort of problem, you know? I said, well, it sure takes two to solve it though, and I've been the only one trying for a long time - to which he said fair enough. And actually, shouldn't someone actually document the extent of this problem? It is a problem and it is something of an epidemic. And if people are unhappy, then surely it's worth some government money?? Well, I think so.
Also, read something today about what a waste of time and effort guilt is - hey, just what I want to hear! I actually do agree - but it's also about taking responsibility for your actions isn't it? Do what you want to do, but don't whine about it. And actually, what a horrid, puritanical emotion it is, isn't it? Just designed to keep us all in line i think. Anyway, my chap is online. Wish me luck xxxx
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