Flux?

Strange this time of year - it's neither one thing nor the other - just waiting now for new year. And my favourite men are not about to talk to - although it's probably good to give some attention to the one at home isn't it? It's odd to wonder where we'll all be this time next year - will I still be here, will things still be the same?? Do I need something to push me out of this, or would I be better staying and making the best?? Who knows.

I've been out walking quite a bit the last few days which has been nice - really would like to lose a few pounds this year, especially with the important birthday looming. And it has been lovely to recharge the batteries a bit, and catch up with old friends.

Got a lot of plans for the new year, and I've even listed them! Last year was unusual for me though, cos I am usually moving forward all the time, but last year felt like nothing changed at all. I suppose I did meet my lovely men though, and that took a lot of time and effort, but was very worthwhile I think. Missed the doc last night - I think he must have been on call, cos he sent a message, but when I replied he was gone - dammit.

Anyway, not much to say today, except have a lovely new year, and who knows what it may bring - hopefully good things for us all. Off to read my favourite blogger, dirtyboy, wow he hits the mark. Take care all xxxx