Turning one over, is what I mean. It's nearly the new year and I'm feeling really optimistic about lots of things. So I've been making plans and lists and really enjoying myself doing so. I do think last year was a much better year in some ways because I did, and I plan on doing even more this year. Main plans are to finally sort out my financial situation. Made some inroads today as I have sold some stuff online - just got to remember to post them tomorrow! Also need to make some quite serious money, so I'm going to finish my novel - who knows - people buy books, why not mine? And anyway, I do love writing! Also going to pursue the private lessons avenue - I know people want lessons, and I know I'd be good at it, it's just how to go about it. Okay, the plan's in place, just got to go for it now.
Actually read something interesting about how money buys you freedom - you know, I couldn't agree more! I've felt in a trap for a long time now - yes partly it's my own doing. But I need some more freedom in my life - at the moment I'm trapped in a house with a man who won't have sex with me, dammit! You know, that needs to change, and it will. And for god's sake, I've tried every avenue with the oh, so to hell with it - I'm absolutely not going to feel bad. I need it, I'm only human.
Message from the sailor this morning - love him - and I'm wondering if the doc will be about later. Gutted I missed him.
So roll on the new year, cos I'm feeling good about so many things. Also have a landmark birthday this year and I refuse to feel my age - no, it's just a number and I feel better than I have for years. Take care, and back to my plans xxxxx
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