Well, Christmas is done, New Year is coming and goodness me, so many people I've spoken to have had a really horrible time. Isn't it stupid actually, spending all that money and then having a rotten time. Of course a lot is to do with spending it with horrible family members - but for most of the people I've spoken to, this is not the first time. So I don't really understand why they would keep on doing the same thing every year??
We had a smashing time despite the complete lack of significant funding - but then I do think you have to know how to kick back and have a good time even when things are at their darkest! So the good thing is I didn't overspend - the bad thing was, I didn't have it to spend anyway.
Feeling quite thoughtful now about the new year and what it might bring. Some planning needed I think, cos despite what everyone seems to think, I am bloody well not going to work all year without a break. No. I need some fun in my life. Also need to sort out my bloody finances somehow - I do feel the whole thing is draining my life spirit away, so must get on top of it all.
Maybe I'll make a list of things to do this year, which will include having sex and being very naughty with lovely men. Yes, I think so. I was talking to one of my best friends last night about internet dating. Her friend, whose marriage has split up, has been online trying to meet someone and has had no luck at all - well how about that? Maybe she's just looking in the wrong places. Mind you, I know that she was in the local wife swapping group - so I don't think she's half so prudish as she makes out - probably why her marriage ended if the truth be known.
Well, obviously I didn't relate my success stories, but I do think I've been quite lucky - I now have three men I talk to regularly, and who, quite honestly I would sleep with tomorrow - it's just the logistics that are difficult at the moment. Next year will be different. I know it.
And despite it being christmas, I heard from the lovely doc last night. Sadly, I wasn't here. I'm not sure if he was a bit drunk, cos his spelling was worse than usual - have I mentioned he is dyslexic? So maybe it's just as well I missed him. But I'm glad he was in touch after his feeling so guilty last week - we're in it for the long haul me and him - and also the sailor I think.
Anyway, think I'll go and write some lists - always a good start. When I stop feeling quite so hungover I think I'll feel quite optimistic about the new year - god it's been a hard year, and in some ways I'll be glad to see the back of it - but nevertheless, there's always good things, and that's sure been true for me. xxxx
We had a smashing time despite the complete lack of significant funding - but then I do think you have to know how to kick back and have a good time even when things are at their darkest! So the good thing is I didn't overspend - the bad thing was, I didn't have it to spend anyway.
Feeling quite thoughtful now about the new year and what it might bring. Some planning needed I think, cos despite what everyone seems to think, I am bloody well not going to work all year without a break. No. I need some fun in my life. Also need to sort out my bloody finances somehow - I do feel the whole thing is draining my life spirit away, so must get on top of it all.
Maybe I'll make a list of things to do this year, which will include having sex and being very naughty with lovely men. Yes, I think so. I was talking to one of my best friends last night about internet dating. Her friend, whose marriage has split up, has been online trying to meet someone and has had no luck at all - well how about that? Maybe she's just looking in the wrong places. Mind you, I know that she was in the local wife swapping group - so I don't think she's half so prudish as she makes out - probably why her marriage ended if the truth be known.
Well, obviously I didn't relate my success stories, but I do think I've been quite lucky - I now have three men I talk to regularly, and who, quite honestly I would sleep with tomorrow - it's just the logistics that are difficult at the moment. Next year will be different. I know it.
And despite it being christmas, I heard from the lovely doc last night. Sadly, I wasn't here. I'm not sure if he was a bit drunk, cos his spelling was worse than usual - have I mentioned he is dyslexic? So maybe it's just as well I missed him. But I'm glad he was in touch after his feeling so guilty last week - we're in it for the long haul me and him - and also the sailor I think.
Anyway, think I'll go and write some lists - always a good start. When I stop feeling quite so hungover I think I'll feel quite optimistic about the new year - god it's been a hard year, and in some ways I'll be glad to see the back of it - but nevertheless, there's always good things, and that's sure been true for me. xxxx
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