A New Start?

Well, I've been a very good girl for the last couple of days - that's unexpected isn't it? No, no sexting, or cyber sex or text sex or anything - but a bit of a crisis with one lovely man. My sailor got very down and depressed and said that as it was so difficult to meet perhaps I was better off without him. Well, maybe he caught me at a low ebb, but I did sit and have a little cry - which was unexpected. But I wrote quite a long email, and the gist of it was that it didn't really matter if we didn't meet often - the important thing is to be there for each other. Which I really do believe. I would miss him terribly you know - and I know we haven't actually done the deed, but there is an understanding between us. You know, I think the other woman he was involved in might be the problem here - I think she rather laid down the law - well I'm not like that, I told him. Hope he's okay.

Haven't heard from the doc for a while either - miss him! I do often hear from him over the weekend - but I gather his wife is having some sort of treatment - wow I said, you may even start having sex? - no, he said. Shame. Still, fingers crossed.

Also, as promised to self, I've been embarking on a self-improvement campaign. I've been walking the poor dog till her legs drop off. And a lot of pampering of face and body and stuff. Of course, completely unnoticed by oh, goes without saying, doesn't it? I was thinking of going swimming as well, cos I love that, but my god, the weather. So. Next, is hair and new clothes - financially this is not a great idea, but I'm determined to trawl the second hand shops and so forth - and also not forgetting what I already have - so a sort out is needed. Gosh if only I was rich.

And don't forget, my lovely young man in dubai will be back online this weekend - can't help feeling this is just utter madness still. But hey it's fun. And what if I do go to dubai to work - oh wants me to go, to my surprise - but I don't expect he wants me to come back with an arabic husband does he? Hahahahaha xxxx what would audrey do??