Sexy Men!

You know, I'm just thinking what a wonderful thing it is that you can get in touch with all these sexy men via the website. All these sexy men who are otherwise going to waste for one reason and another. Isn't it a terrible thing? I mean, it is a bit of a cliche that women get boring in the bedroom once they're married, but actually it seems to be true doesn't it? It does seem to me also that there's more men than women on the site, so that would imply also that men are generally more interested in sex than women, wouldn't it?

I know, I know, not mine. But there we are. I'm just unlucky, aren't I? Although, we did have sex a couple of days ago, but very quick, not at all sexy, and not very satisfying for me at all. Does that count? Not sure. I think we're averaging something like every eight weeks, which means we're officially a sexless marriage, doesn't it? The definition is less than eight times a year. Depressing isn't it? Although it's not strictly no sex, it's actually even more frustrating to just get a little, unsatisfying taste, and know that's it for weeks. Dear God, how have I stood it this long. Lots of self help that's how.

A couple of lovely messages this week from my sailor. Wants me to take photos for him, so I've been reading up on how to do that on a website called literotica - wonderful site - it was quite inspiring. So I'm going to try. Might be a bit hit and miss at first, but we'll see. Amazing the number of first times I've been doing things lately.

Well, bad news as well. Nearly went to Spain for the first time as you know. Well, I honestly had to decline, because I just can't afford it. Now, it's really cheap to get there, but even so, at the moment I just can't justify missing work for a week. Maybe in the spring when there's not so much work. Will have to get some money put aside. Maybe meet one of those dishy spaniards. I had a look at their website, and the englishmen who go are of a certain age - well, we know that's my type too, don't we? Not that any of them looked remotely hot, but you never know? May also be married men out for no strings, which would be perfect. So i've postponed, but I really hope that won't stop them asking me again.

So tomorrow's monday, when I usually hear from the sailor again - looking forward to that. But not heard too much from the doc after the call in the week. But......did get a bit of interest from a really lovely sounding man on the site - a widower - very promising. Sounds very distinguished - and not that far away. Plus, with no oh on the horizon, could make things a whole lot easier, couldn't it? I'm quite intrigued - we'll see. xxxxxxx