I have a slave!

Well, I was really getting a bit fed up, so I did a couple of mad things. The first thing I did was take some naughty pictures of myself - this might be really easy if you're a contortionist. But I'd read up on literotica how to do it, and felt quite inspired. So I went all artistic and muzzy (not difficult when you've got a shit camera) and did some shots in the bath (bubbles) and out (towel covering bulgy bits). I thought they ended up looking quite fab. I didn't show more than a nipple, but I do have fabulous tits, so I thought they had to be promoted a bit. Anyway, I rarely get much mail on sunday from my sailor, but I did today. Very appreciative. So might try again. Black lace this time I think.

The other mad thing I did was to go on IMVU - well it's like a virtual reality site - I quite like dressing up my avatar - she's gorgeous. And I go on a book group - its quite fun, but I've not really got that much into it yet. Well, I started talking to this guy from new jersey about his girlfriend and the stuff she makes him do. He's her slave, and he wants to be my virtual slave too. Well, okay. I was a bit taken aback at first, you know, but my goodness it's quite exhilarating. He was kissing my feet and everything - he likes to lie at my feet while I sit on a throne. Fab. If only it was real. Fun though. He wants to sleep on the floor at the foot of my bed, and put all his salary into my account (I don't think that bit's real though, do you?) Quite fun, and my god I got quite turned on. I always thought I was a bit submissive if anything, but hell I could get used to this I thought. Will report back how it goes on.

Have also been reading a very interesting book called 'Smart girls marry for money' - very intriguing. Definitely struck a chord in these financially trying times. To paraphrase, it said are you pushing 50 and still working your guts out while the girls who are thick but beautiful have nothing to do all day but shop and get massages. Well, yes I am. Really makes you think, doesn't it? We've all been shafted haven't we - all this having it all really means doing every-bloody-thing doesn't it? Well, it certainly feels that way to me. Food for thought certainly - and for the future? More tomorrow. xxxxx