Poor man!

Well, got a nice long call last night from the lovely doctor: it seems his wife has lost it and thrown him out - well almost - it's just become impossible. Poor man. So he's being hyper-careful she doesn't get wind of me - might mean a more expensive divorce. So want to go and cheer him up. He asked if I still wanted him - I said damn right - we have just got to make a plan and do it, haven't we? It'll be worth it. He's so lovely. What's up with these women, neglecting all these lovely men, I just don't get it? Hope he calls again soon, cos I'm a bit worried about him. And he works much too hard. But I said, maybe it'll be easier to see each other if that's the way things are? Always looking on the bright side, you see.

Also, got quite an enthusiastic message ('darling') from my new, young prospect. Gosh. He's sent his email and mobile and wants to send a photo. He hasn't found anyone on the site at all - are decent women that hard to find on there? Anyway, quite turned on by the thought of a 36 year old. Good god, all that stamina without an outlet. Sounds wonderful, and he's an ex-rugby player. Droooooool. Sorry, not too lady-like, but my goodness. Don't know whether to call or play it cool. Hmmm.

Also, heard from the sailor, but he's not too well - I told him to get better by november xxxx and he laughed. And still reading the gold-digging book. You know, it does make a lot of sense to me, and hell, not just cos my finances are fucked. I do think my oh is suffering from a lack of manliness partly due to the lack of earning power - now I didn't think this mattered, but it obviously does - hence me on here!! Plus, if I was actually gold-digging, I'm actually not doing badly at it, am I?? I mean, I've got a doctor and two guys with their own businesses and counting. Maybe I missed my vocation - but the book also says it's never too late, cos apparently lots of rich guys looooove older women, cos they don't seem to be after their money, or to nail them down with a family: so it's really food for thought isn't it? Especially with the sailor and the doc both hovering on the brink of divorce - and my new guy has no kids (thank god, was a bit worried when I found out his age - no, can't really countenance someone with young kids - I'm not a complete bitch). And honestly, plenty of people do it and live happily ever after, don't they - and it's not as if I have small kids any more. Don't know, but it's all very appealing - swanning around having massages and getting shagged rotten - what a life. xxxxxxx So I'm avidly reading the advice on how to catch a rich man - all good advice I think - perhaps could do better with the grooming aspect, so will work on that!! Always a good thing anyway. See you tomorrow x