A nice quiet weekend - partly because I'm skint, and partly because I never hear from any of my fave men at the weekend - blah! Still, I probably needed the peace and quiet, cos now it will get really busy at work. And also the return of the beastly colleague who upset me so much the other week. Now, you know I'm not upset about this any more, not even a little bit. I just feel quite shocked she could be quite so vindictive to someone she'd been working with for such a long time. Must hate me, haha. But I think honestly it might be a jealousy thing now I've thought about it. She's a very uptight sort of a person actually, but tries to sell herself as a free-thinker. I think she may suspect just what a free-thinker I am!! But I'm never going to trust her with any of my secrets, don't worry. However, I am working on the 'keep your friends close but your enemies closer' wisdom - and I do think it is wise. Won't trust her an inch!
Hoping I might hear from the bm tonight - but as the weather's so nice, perhaps I won't. We'll see. Been speaking to the dj a little more. He worries me a lot - I almost want to sleep with him just to cheer him up. He needs it. But perhaps he needs a friend a lot more actually - he's had a bad time you know for one reason and another. And I've also been perusing my lovely photos - and they are - definitely doing more of that I think. How bad!
God it's two weeks till I'll see him - how will I bear it? Maybe it'll be so busy at work it'll fly by? Maybe. I've also got a party to plan for my birthday - not big, but some things to do. I guess it won't seem so long will it? I wonder where we're meeting this time? I've missed him you know - yes, I really do need my head examining don't I? xxxx
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