Wow, kissing - wow! God, I miss kissing so much - my oh never kisses me even when we have sex - and you know how often that is! I woke up dreaming about being kissed last night - hot - and guess who by? My bm is some great kisser I can tell you - golly - but then he's good at a lot of things too. No sign of him yet tonight, but I'm not waiting around forever, humph. He's not the only great kisser in the universe.
I've had a nice day today - we got up early and went for a walk on the beach with the dog - now I enjoy this, but I do wonder if it's a ruse to avoid having sex. But then, I'm not sure I don't prefer walking on the beach to sex with the oh, lol. Oh, how terrible is that! I had a lovely afternoon nap as well - oh, how decadent! And I've arranged to go to spain in september - it is a kind of work related thing, but I think could also be great fun- and doesn't involve much work really. Yes, I have to go on my own - what a shame. You think I could manage some extra-curricular spanish? Sounds appealing doesn't it? I shall be with mostly well-to-do spanish businessmen - just my types methinks. Do you think it would be unprofessional to boff one or two as well? No, neither do I! Must check out flights - the sooner I book the better.
Well, I'm working through my list of things to accomplish this year, and I do think I'm doing rather well, especially as it's only April. To review, I am going to glastonbury and spain; I have seen an opera; I have two lovers; I still want to get a tattoo; go to a literary festival; get my book published; and go to a cricket match, amongst other things. And of course, it goes without saying that I have saved bugger all - but my debts are much much smaller than they were, so that's good. But this year is sure turning out to be more fun than last year, which I spent a huge part of feeling completely suicidal, or at least depressed. Life is definitely meant to be fun you know - and I'm absolutely not going to live by other people's rules any more. Let the world beware, haha!! xxx
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