Life is good!

It's all good today; nothing much has happened, but I'm feeling very happy and positive - maybe it's the weather. Had a verrrry interesting chat with my best mate at work today. You'll remember she has a similar situation to me - and her husband is a little skinny guy. Well, she said how much she likes big guys - like this guy she knows. They're actually very close. I said, god, me too - actually thinking about the golfer - gosh, thought he'd break a rib once or twice - but boy it'd be worth it! I said, I reckon if things were different, you'd be with him. She said, oh yes, definitely. Well! And I don't think it would take much you know. From what she says he has an enormous appetite for life - and what is more attractive than that?

We also talked about going on holiday together sometime - how great would that be? She said, do you think we'd fall out? I said, no chance. We've worked together three years, and never even got irritable with each other have we? She knows my situation better than anyone, and she's been so great - I think she may suspect, but she doesn't know. And if she knew, I know she wouldn't tell!! Such a good friend.

Hoping to hear from the bm tonight - dd has gone back to uni, so he might be around I guess. Also heard from the swimmer - he's so entertaining - wonder what he actually looks like - but then I find a sense of humour so attractive. He's got to book a hotel for next week - not long now. Gosh xxxxx