Clear Out!

I'm clearing out rubbish - it's quite exhilarating. Shame you can't do it with people too isn't it? (well, I suppose you can if you're totally heartless) Anyhow, it's such a worthwhile thing to do - amazing how it lifts your mood. I guess it feels like you're moving forward somehow, doesn't it?

Well, I haven't done much socially this weekend, but I do feel like I have achieved a fair bit - and I do feel rested too, which is good. I do think your home fills up with junk when you feel down and depressed, so getting rid can only be good. And gives you room to be a bit more organised too.

Also sorting out the underwear drawer - I have been going over the top - lovely. And the wardrobe too - I am looking forward to buying some new things now. And I've been writing - go me. I've written roughly half of my novel, so need to get cracking and finish. I got a bit of impetus from hearing that someone I know has written a novel and thinks she has a publisher, dammit! Well, if she can, so can I! Why not! And what's more, that would give me much more independence wouldn't it?

You know, I do love my job, but I could certainly live without it. And it would be so appealing to just write for a couple of hours and then have the day to myself, wouldn't it? Wow, all that time for naughty stuff. And actually, I love writing - just need to get down to it a little more. Great, things are moving forward.

Is he back tonight? I can't remember what he said now. Shall I make myself available or not - well, I may well be writing anyway, so I guess it can't hurt to look. Getting somewhat frustrated now, cos it's been a good while, hasn't it? A month I think. And I'm premenstrual still which doesn't help. Grrrrr! Need to think calming thoughts. xxx