Another first for me!

Well the lovely doctor rang last night, and was lovely to talk to him again after nearly a week. He has a lovely deep voice that just makes your stomach feel all peculiar, and makes me feel quite sinful!! Of course, he's been busy as always, but that's fine, cos I don't want to be one of those demanding women - not in that way anyway. He's so lovely and likes to be in charge - we talked for ages as I was alone in the house, so didn't have to be too careful. He wants to meet me somewhere public, but wants me to be dressed in a coat and nothing underneath - I think this is like a film he's seen, but I'm not sure which.

So we talked about meeting up and going to a hotel ; he wants to tie me up and torment me (in a good way) and I said that sounded wonderful. So one thing led to another and I think we had phone sex - god it was great - lucky no one was home!! And it was nice also as I was very sure that he enjoyed it too - I can't believe I don't feel more guilty about all this, but I really don't. I really really like the doctor, and I do think I'm in great danger here of falling head over heels - he's so caring and wanting to look after me. But at the same time, he's very clear about not leaving his wife, and how he doesn't want to cause any trouble (or more to the point, me to cause him any). But I do think I'm getting to him a bit, cos he hates me being on the site still, and keeps asking when I'm leaving - and I probably would have if I had figured out how! Never mind, perhaps it's not a bad thing to keep him on his toes. Would lovelovelovelovelove to meet up with him for real soon - and there's a chance it may happen soon, but I know he's really nervous that I won't fancy him and so on - silly man - I really think it's his dirty mind that I like so much.

Also have to report the return of the sailor - my other main man! He's been on a family holiday - I did suggest that maybe his wife would get in the holiday mood and give it up for once, but of course, this didn't happen. Apparently they've barely had sex for 17 years - beyond a joke really. I did read that one third of couples only have sex 10 times a year - this is what is known medically as a sexless marriage. So what would you call mine then? I dream of having sex ten times a year, and so does the sailor - but obviously to no avail!!!! However, her loss may be my gain, as he wants to meet on Saturday in the big city by the sea! He has a boat there, so an excellent excuse - however, last time he tried to get away, Mrs sailor came too - I think she thinks there's something going on !!

Just hoping now that I can get away, as my other half is very touchy at the moment - feeling neglected, and also annoyed that I've been working so much. Well, I honestly think I have to give this a go, so will see if it comes off!! If he's half as good as he says he is, it should be wonderful. He told me his wife complains that his cock's too big - well not something I'd complain about, personally!! But we shall see - if he knocks all my teeth out, then fair enough. Apparently she also moans that he wants sex too much, and (get this) it goes on for too long. Well, I was salivating by now as you can imagine - but he really felt bad about it. Poor man - he needs me. And no one's ever given him oral either. He really does sound too good to be true, doesn't he. So I guess he's going to be totally wonderful, or some sort of stalker weirdo (but I don't think so).

I should perhaps tell you a bit about myself. I'm a pretty good looking woman for my age, and most people say I look younger than I am - I'm a bit like Helen Mirren in type - blonde, bit posh, and people say that I've got a 'butter wouldn't melt in my mouth' look about me, which means I can get away with murder!! I'm a little heavier than I should be perhaps, but then I do have world class tits - really - despite breastfeeding my children - which I should tell you if you don't know, can be almost better than sex!!! I live in a really small town in the country - think calendar girls - and everyone knows everyone else. As you can imagine, not a great place to get up to any mischief. Everyone knows everyone's business - and I do mean everything. So I have to be careful. I don't want to be the next hot topic over the sunday lunchtime pint, thank you.

So keep your fingers crossed for me, that I can meet up with the sailor this week. Maybe I can stowaway on his boat, and he can capture me, etc, etc.......sounds great.

Take care and don't get caught xxx