Another rain check!!

I'd been looking forward to meeting my favourite guy for the night this week. Well, he had to go and do some business stuff apparently. Damn and blast. But next week might be good with a bit of luck, so all is not lost. And the great thing is that he's so keen to see me, and actually sounds really annoyed about it. Nice.

Well, I continue to correspond with lots of guys at the moment. Fixed up to see the golfer next month. And the swimmer is coming down in a couple of weeks - love him. I do. The best thing at the moment is this guy from the states though - I know, it's so ridiculously unlikely isn't it? But I think he's actually going to come to London just to see me! Wow! We do get on astonishingly well - he is really such a lovely guy. Wife is hopeless apparently. A recurring theme in my life at the moment. What's wrong with these women?? Don't they know men love sex - end of?? Well, they do with me, anyhow. Fine with me. I do seem to be getting a type - he's rather wealthy and distinguished and tall and thin. Nice, eh? If only I'd realised that was my type a few years ago - could have done rather better for myself maybe. Mind you, someone wrote something to me today, that made me think. He said that because of all the pain we've suffered in our sexless marriages, we must be better people for it. I'd never thought about that, just saw it as a waste of my life. Perhaps he's right though - and I'm damned sure I'm going to make the most of my life from now on. Might have a busy few weeks coming up with a bit of luck. What a year it's been!! xxx