Sunday

I've had a much better day, and I really don't feel so bad. What was going on last week? I just felt horrible. Strange. Still no action for S, so a bit sad really, but a few things in the pipeline I think. My favourite guy who does my head in all the time, will be in touch when he can give me a definite date. He always does this - annoying, but I really don't think he can help it. Still, it helps you to be calm knowing you have other men doesn't it?

I think the swimmer will visit soon, and I'm going to see the golfer in about three weeks. So, plans are looking good. I'd like to see this other guy, but not really sure how that's going to work out. We'll see about that I think. He's definitely up for it, bless. I also have a wonderful man in the states - I think I've mentioned him. He may well come over for a visit - wow! - wouldn't that be something! I'm going multi-national!

You know, I've started to write again, and one of the things I've been writing is my thoughts about what has been happening to me over the last couple of years. I think people could be interested to read it, what do you think? And also about the whole sexless marriage thing, which I've found out so much about. It's a real epidemic and I can't believe now I ever thought I was the only one!! Also trying to finish my novels which are more likely publication material I think. Reading them again after a break was nice - they're pretty good! Need more naughty bits though - I would say that though, wouldn't I??? xxx