Grim!

Well, my friend who got caught by her husband has decided her marriage is over. She's not had a good week - been sleeping on her friend's sofa. Not seen her kids. Apparently they'd come close to this a couple of times before, which I had no idea about - I've not known her too long actually. Sad though I think when kids are involved - but perhaps even sadder to stay together for the kids.

I've made a new friend in the states - a very eloquent man who is in the same sexless marriage thing. He goes to escorts, and he's been telling me all about it. Very interesting. I guess all that is very expensive though, cos he's not doing it down an alleyway - and he says it's just brilliant. He reckons they enjoy it as much as he does - I'm honestly not convinced. But he's just great to talk to - very entertaining. He's made me think about my situation a bit. I either need one man a lot (well, we know who that is, don't we?) - or perhaps a lot of men a little. Cos this twice a year nonsense is not cutting the mustard really is it? Maybe I'll get back on the site, mmm? Thinking about it anyway - and someone closer to home would be amazing wouldn't it?

And no, I've not heard from him. Having done a bit of stalking like the sad case I am, I think both daughters are home at the moment, and the factory is shut - and I know there was a big family gathering planned for this week. So I guess he's busy. But can't he manage a bloody email once in a blue moon? Obviously not. More men I think - I'm turning into a crazy woman. Probably just need some decent sex actually. Got an offer from the oh this morning - but I just can't be bothered. He thinks if he grabs a tit that I'll feel like it. Well, in all honesty, it takes a lot more than that with a two month interval. Like trying to start a car after a cold spell - haha!! More men - mantra for the day xx