Photos!

Well, I've been practising my photography skills again - which honestly are non-existent! But the feedback is so nice - I've got to admit, I even think my boobs look pretty hot on camera - and my lovely security guard friend thinks so too. He did say he'd like some open legged shots though - now, how the hell do I do that? I like him so much - he's actually in love with a lady in the states, and he knows about me and my bm. So we talk about everything, and it's so nice. I said why couldn't we do naughty things and stay friends - me and the golfer do - why the hell not? You know, it's been so nice to see his confidence grow. He was a broken man thanks to his horrid wife - she used to tease him about not getting it up in front of her friends - nice. She actually gave him a wank in the spring - but kind of ruined it by saying 'hurry up!' What a cow.

No, it's so good, I can hear he feels like a man again from what he says - and guess what, no erection issues when it's not the wife! Would be so nice to get together with him and kind of finish what I started - I don't want it to be an issue with this other lady though - she doesn't have to know I guess - but I know he wants more with her. He's actually not too far away, so he might come down for a visit - wouldn't that be nice?

You know, I actually had some sex at home today - with the oh! Well, it wasn't bad - but there's always that horrible thing in the back of your mind - this is it, for approximately eight weeks. Yes, that's the pattern he's settled into. Horribly depressing isn't it? So that's six times a year, which is officially a sexless marriage. So I'm not imagining it. I have more sex with other people by far than my husband! Madness. Who would have thought a good girl like me would be doing all this - but don't imagine I have any regrets - far from it! A bit miffed I waited so long perhaps.

And the bm should be home this week - and hopefully wanting to meet up soon, I hope! I know the factory closes down for a holiday soon, so he might be a bit more available - but then I guess the daughters are around. He promised it wouldn't be so long this time though - he also promised some outdoor in the warm weather mmmmm xxxx