Fed Up!

I'm feeling a bit fed up to be honest - I've not heard from the bm yet, and I'm beginning to wonder what I've done. Maybe I should email him - no, maybe not. Can't bring myself to do that, but I've been sorely tempted I can tell you. In the meantime, I'm kind of internet stalking him in the hope of finding out what he's up to - not doing very well though, unfortunately.

Been nice chatting to the doc again - things very bad with his marriage, and I think he's appreciated having someone to talk to to be honest. Poor thing. Also, continue to chat to the printer, who is nice. The swimmer should be back soon too - lunch is promised, remember?

My friend today got caught having an 'affair' on the internet - she was so upset. I don't know that she was sleeping with him, but a fair bit of flirting I think - her husband read it all. How awful. Reminder to self never to teach husband how to use internet! Not really much chance here I think.

Anyhow, would so love to hear from him - but I don't think he'd just keep me hanging on for no reason - if it was over, he'd tell me. I think. I'm still wondering about this flat he bought too - why couldn't we meet there? How nice that would be, wouldn't it? And he did say we'd go away and go out somewhere - wow - haven't been out since that first meeting have we? And that was pretty nice wasn't it? You see what it does to me? I'm a crazy woman! Grrrr - need sex - now!! xxx