Limbo

I'm in a strange place at the moment - kind of like limbo. I'm working soooo hard it's ridiculous, but all my extra-curricular seems to be on hold at the moment. Strange isn't it? The bm is in california, so I guess he's with the girlfriend (curse, spit!). The randy scotsman has disappeared completely - I did think he had possibilities too - never mind.

I had a lovely note from the golfer however, who says he's looking for another lady nearer home as well as me - I'm totally fine with this, so don't think I'm not! I told him all about the bm too - he's very intrigued. He said he'll only sleep with someone else if they're as gorgeous as me - aaaah! Remember the swimmer? He seems to be just about to leave his wife - but has disappeared off the website at the moment - bit concerned - but I think he's ok. He's such a good friend - and I know he's off on holiday.

I also talk to a really nice security guard - now he's met the love of his life he thinks in the states - but we're good friends and might give it a go sometime - he's so sweet. It's been so amazing to see his confidence return - you wouldn't believe how much his wife had squashed it out of him. What a terrible thing it was!

And I did email the bm - but I did wait two days - no reply yet. Do you think he does it on purpose? Not sure. I never really know if I'll ever hear from him again - it's mad isn't it? Also chatting to my squaddie, who is so sweet - might meet up with him you know.

This all makes me think just how much naughty fun I could have if I lived alone - all the men out there, it's mad, isn't it? Thinking seriously about doing so you know - but I guess it'll take more than thinking won't it?? xxxx