Is this a word? I don't know, but I've been at it again. I really must get the hang of texting better or faster, or with my left hand perhaps. Cos this is all very tricky. Works though, haha. God, yes. Well, we got warmed up while I was on the bus home, and then when I realised I was home alone all hell broke loose. Fantastic, came so hard I saw stars. He is so lovely my sailor. And seriously love looking at the photos he sent me. You know, I was thinking, I never used to like looking at men's bits all that much when I was young - yes, I had a lot of sex, but not with the relish I do now. I wonder why that was - and honestly, my conclusion is that it's probably my upbringing - very uptight and sex is disgusting and all that. At the time, I don't think I realised how much it influenced me - but in hindsight I think all that sex (yes, I had a fair bit) was my was of rebelling against that. Didn't work really, just had a lot of sex - didn't necessarily enjoy it - that came much later. I still think it's so interesting that I seem to be only just hitting my sexual stride - shame it coincided with my oh's decreasing sex drive isn't it? Oh, the irony.
I was also wondering last night about all this cyber-sex and text-sex and stuff. Well, it's very nice and all that, but I really could do with a bit more. Hmmm. I like my two men, but perhaps I need someone who's willing to come across a bit more. Have a guy pursuing me quite hard on the website - interesting - maybe I should pay him a bit more attention. Mind you, it does seem to have sharpened his interest somewhat as my can't quite be bothered-ness has made him dead keen.Just like the rules say? Well, I think I'll have a look for him today. And maybe some more phone sex - well, I can't do without completely you know. I'm just craving the real thing quite a lot. Food for thought. xxxx
Saturday, 7 November 2009
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